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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:31 am
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    @@@@@Shoot, Ah was jus' lookin' for a little souvenir, you men understan' that, they wa'n' no harm doneYou can do the same to mah buddies, Ah don' give a damnA man's dead, he's dead, don' do him no harmThey were swishing the grass only five yards awayHe thought for an instant of making a rush for his gun, but he had forgotten in which direction he had crawledAlready the grass had straightened, leaving no swathHe tensed his body, squeezed his nose against the earthHis wound was throbbing again, and beneath his eyelids a suite of concentric circles, colored blue and gold and red, bored into his mindIf Ah jus' get out of this
    The Japanese had sat down, were talkingOnce, one of them lay back in the grass, and the rustle traveled to his earsHe tried to swallow, but something gagged in his throat; he was afraid of retching and lay with his mouth open, spittle dribbling over his lipHe could smell himself, the sharp bite of his fear and the sour flat odor of the blood like stale milkHis mind carried him for an instant back to the room where his child, May, had been bornHe smelled her baby scent, of milk and powder and urine, which blended back into his own stenchHe was afraid the Japs would smell him
    "Yuki masu," one of them said
    He could hear them stand up, laugh a little again, and then walk awayHis ears were ringing, his head had begun to throbHe gritted his fists, forced his face against the ground once more to stifle his blubberingAll of his body felt weaker, more spent, than he had ever known itEven his mouth trembledHe was growing faint, and he tried to rouse himself, but it was hopeless
    Wilson didn't awake for half an hourHe came to slowly, floating back to consciousness uncertainly, his mind quite dul
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    What an odd egg Hearn is, they sayRemember last year when he got potted?

    The last summer before college is a succession of golden days, and shining beaches, the magic of electric lights on summer evenings, and the dance band at the summer bathing club, AN AIRLINE TICKET TO ROMANTIC PLACES, and the touch and smell of young girls, lipstick odor, powder odor, and the svelte lean scent of leather on the seats of convertiblesThe sky always has stars, always has moonlight gilding the black treesOn the highways the headlights lance a silver tunnel through the foliage overhead
    And he has a girl friend, a great catch, the young beauty at this summer colonyMiss Sally Tendecker of Lake Shore prada tote bag Drive, and the inescapable connotations to come of Christmas holidays, and fur coats, perfume, and college dances in the hue-titled rooms of the big hotels
    Bob, you drive faster than anybody I know, you're going to kill yourself one of these daysHe's slow at speech with women yet, absorbed for the instant in negotiating the turnHis Buick swings out wide to the left, resists, struggles against going to the right, and then straightens from the turnThere had been panic for a second, and then relief, exultation as he goes streaming down the straightaway
    I declare you're a wild man, Bob Hearn
    What goes on in your head, Bob?
    He parks the car off the highway, turns to her with a sudden abrupt black chanel tote outpouring of speechI don't know, Sally, sometimes I thinkbut that isn't true, I just get all worked up, and I stew around, and I don't want to do anything, I'm going to Harvard just 'cause my father said something about Yale, and I don't know, there's things, there's something else, I can't put my finger on it, I don't want to be pushed, I don't knowOh, you're a crazy boy, Bob, I guess that's why all we girls love you
    You love me?
    Just listen to him talkWhy, of course I do, BobbyAcross from him on the leather seat cushions, her perfume is a little too strong, a little too mature for a girl of seventeenAnd he senses the truth beneath her banter, moves over to kiss her with his heart Chanel Bracelets beatingOnly back of it is the forecast of dates at all the holidays, of college weekends, and the identification with this summer resort, and the green lawns in the suburbs, and the conversations with his father's friends, the big wedding
    You know I can't plan on anything if I'm going to be a doctor, because you know eight years, ten years, it's a long time
    Bob Hearn, you're conceitedWhat do you think I care? You're too conceited, that's all

    Now, son, now that you're going away to college, there's some things I want to be talking to you about, we don't get much of a chance to say much to each other but, what the hell, we're pretty good buddies I always like to think, and now that you're going replica omega to college, just remember that you can always depend on meThere's gonna be some women, what the hell, you wouldn't be my son if there weren't, not since I been married of course -- a patent lie which both of them ignore -- but if you get in any trouble you can always depend on me, what the hell, my old man used to tell me you get in any trouble with any of the mill girls, you just let me know -- the embarrassing ambiguity of the grandfather who has been sometimes a farmer, sometimes a factory owner -- so that goes for you too, Bob, and remember it's always easier, always more natural to buy a woman off than to get in any alliances with her, so you just let me know, letter marked personal is new cartier o
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:31 am
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    have no other kind Scarlett tried to catch Jamie's eye, failed,
    finally called out to get his attentionEveryone was pulling chairs into a circle around
    the fire, and the smaller children were taking places on the floor at
    the adults' feetObviously they were getting ready for the musicale,
    and once it gucci hobo horsebit started, it would be terribly rude to get up and goJamie
    stepped over a small boy to get to Scarlett"Here you are, then," he
    saidTo her horror he handed her a glass with several fingers of
    whiskey in itWhat kind of person did he think she was? A lady
    didn't drink whiskeyShe didn't drink anything stronger than tea,
    except champagne or a chanel logo party punch or perhaps a very small glass of
    sherryHe couldn't possibly know about the brandy she used to
    drink
    Why, he was insulting her! No, he wouldn't do that, it must be a
    joke
    She forced a brittle laugh
    "It's time for me to go, JamieI've had a delightful time, but it's
    getting late "You'll not be leaving just when the party omega seamaster vintage begins,
    Scarlett?" Jamie turned toward his son"Daniel, you're driving your
    new-found cousin away with that screechingPlay a song for us, boy,
    not a cat fight Scarlett tried to speak, but her words were drowned
    out by the cries of "play decent, Daniel," and "give us a ballad," and
    "a reel, boy, let's have a reel"I can't hear you,"
    he shouted over seamaster omega the din"I'm deaf as a stone to anyone asking to
    go
    Scarlett felt her temper rising
    When Jamie offered her the whiskey again, she stood up in a rage
    Then, before she could knock the glass from his hand, she realized
    what
    Daniel had begun to playIt was "Peg in a Low Back'd CarShe looked at Jamie's ruddy Irish face and saw her
    father's hermes purse imag
    2:19 am
    @@@@@ Scarlett laughed with relief"Is that all?
    @@@@@ Scarlett
    laughed with relief"Is that all? You can set your mind at rest if
    that's what's worrying youWhy, everybody in Charleston just loves
    meI'm rushed off my feet with invitations to this and that, and not
    a day goes by that somebody doesn't come up to me in the ú Market
    and
    ask my advice about her shopping
    Rhett drew on his cigarThen he watched the bright end of it cool and
    become ash"I was afraid I'd be wasting my breath," he said at
    lastI'll admit you've lasted longer and been more restrained
    than I expected oh, yes, I hear some news from town when I'm on the
    plantation-but you're like a powder keg lashed to my back on that
    ice-mountain, ScarlettYou're dead weight-unlettered, uncivilized,
    Catholic, and an exile from everything decent in AtlantaYou could
    blow up in my face any minute
    What will it take?" Scarlett seized on the only accusation she could
    defend"I'd be grateful if you'd tell me what's wrong with being a
    Catholic, Rhett Butler! We were God-fearing long before you
    Episcopalians were ever heard of Rhett's sudden laughter made no
    sense to her"P Henry Tudor," he said, which made no sense either
    But his next words struck to the bone with their accuracy
    "We won't waste time debating theology, ScarlettThe fact is-and you
    know it as well as I dothat, for no defensible reason, Roman Catholics
    are looked down on in Southern societyIn Charleston today you can
    attend Saint Phillip's or Saint Michael's or the Huguenot church or
    First Scots PresbyterianEven the other Episcopal and Presbyterian
    churches are slightly suspect, and any other Protestant denomination
    is
    considered rank individualistic displayRoman Catholicism is beyond
    the paleIt's not reasonable, and God knows it's not Christian, but
    it is a factShe knew he was rightRhett used
    her momentary defeat to repeat his original question"What do you
    want, Scarlett? You can tell meI've never been shocked at the
    darker corners of your na
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
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    “What are you talking about?”
    “Randolph Gates, that’s what I’m talking about—who I’m talking about
    “That bastard from Boston? The one who put the Jackal on David’s trail?”
    “The touchingly reformed Randolph Gates, JohnnyReformed in all ways but monetary
    restitution, I might addStill, nevertheless, with the mind and the conscience that I knew at
    Harvard years agoNot the brightest, not the best, but with the literary and oratorical skills that
    camouflaged a brilliance that was never really there
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    437
    “I visited him the other day at his rehabilitation center in Minnesota, or Michigan, I can’t
    actually remember which, for I flew first class and the drinks were delivered on request
    Regardless, we met and our arrangement was concludedHe’s changing sides, JohnnyHe’s now
    going to fight—legally—for the people, not for the conglomerates who buy and sell on paperHe
    told me he’s going after the raiders and the merger brokers sale gucci handbags who make billions in the markets and
    cost thousands upon thousands in jobs
    “How can he do that?”
    “Because he was thereHe did it all; he knows all the tricks and is willing to commit his
    considerable talents to the cause
    “Why would he do it?”
    “Because he’s got Edith back
    “Who in God’s name is Edith?”
    “His wifeActually, I’m still in love with herI was from the time we first met, but in those
    days a distinguished judge with a wife and a child, regardless of how repulsive both might be, did
    not pursue tiffany price such longingsRandy the Grand never deserved her; perhaps now he’ll make up for all
    the lost years
    “That’s very interesting, but what’s it got to do with your arrangement?”
    “Did I mention that Lord Randolph of Gates made great sums of money during those lost but
    productive years?”
    “Several timesSo?”
    “Well, in recognition of the services I rendered that undoubtedly contributed to the removal of a
    life-threatening situation in which he found himself, said threat emanating from Paris, he saw
    clearly the omega seamaster watch validity of compensating meEspecially in light of the knowledge I possessYou
    know, after a number of bloodletting courtroom battles, I think he’s going after a judgeshipFar
    higher than mine, I think
    “So?”
    “So, if I keep my own counsel, get out of Boston, and for the sake of a loose tongue stay off the
    sauce, his bank will forward me fifty thousand dollars a year for the rest of my life
    “Jesus Christ!”
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    2:19 am
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    305
    “A man at the Soviet embassy in Paris,” replied Casset calmly
    “A mole?”
    “Not for a minuteA KGB officer whose first priority never changes? The Americanized village or town where the Jackal was initially trained in
    Russia?”
    “Half trained and escaped from before he could be shot as a maniacOnly, it’s not just an
    American compound—that’s a mistake we make so oftenThere are British and French
    compounds, too, also Israeli, Dutch, Spanish, West German and God knows how many others
    Dozens of square miles cut out of the forests along the Volkhov River, dotted with settlements so
    that you’d swear you were in a different country with each one you entered—if you could get
    inside, which you couldn’tLike the Aryan breeding farms, the Lebensborn of Nazi Germany,
    Novgorod is one of Moscow’s most closely guarded secretsThey want the Jackal as badly as Jason
    Bourne does
    “And you think this KGB fellow will cooperate, keep us informed about Conklin if they make
    contact?”
    “I can tryAfter all, we have a common objective, and I know Alex would accept him because
    he knows how much the Soviets want Carlos on the dead list
    Holland leaned forward in his chair“I told Conklin I’d help him any way I could as long as it
    didn’t compromise our going after MedusaHe’ll be landing in Paris within the hourShall I
    leave instructions at the diplomatic counter for him to reach you?”
    “Tell him to call Charlie Bravo Plus One,” said Casset, getting up and dropping the computer
    printout on the desk“I don’t know how much I can give him in an hour, but I’ll go to workI’ve
    got a secure channel to our Russian, thanks to an outstanding ‘consultant’ of ours in Paris
    “She’s already asked for one—harassed me is more appropriateShe runs the cleanest escort
    service in the city; the girls are checked weekly
    “Why not hire them all?” asked the director, smiling
    “I believe seven are already on the payroll, sir,” answered the deputy director, his demeanor
    serious, in contrast to his arched eyebrowsMorris Panov, his legs unsteady, was helped down the metal steps of the diplomatically
    cleared jet by a strapping marine corporal in starched summer khakis carrying his suitcase“How
    do you people manage to look so presentable after such a perfectly horrendous trip?” asked the
    psychiatrist
    “None of us will look this presentable after a couple of hours of liberty in Paris, sir
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
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    My father couldn't bear to look at itHe had it
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    Along with the garland, of courseThe gucci ladies watches one around
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    Silence except for the tearing rasp of her breath
    Mary Ire staring with big eyes, her obsessive
    note-taking at an end, the pad hanging forgotten
    in one hand by her sideHer other hand had gone
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    was there, and it was actually Jack who took
    charge"Have you out in a jiff, Miz Eastlake," he
    said He seized the handles of her
    wheelchair
    "Look at the ship's wake!" Elizabeth shouted at me
    as she was borne out of the public eye for the
    last time"For new cartier Christ's sake, don't you see what
    you've painted?"
    I looked
    "There's nothing there," Melinda saidShe looked
    mistrustfully toward the office door, which was
    just closing behind Jack and Elizabeth"Is she
    dotty, or what?"
    Illy was standing on tiptoe, craning for a closer
    look"Daddy," she said hesitantly"Are old omega those
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    "No," I said, surprised at the steadiness of my
    own voice"All you're seeing is an idea she put
    in your headWill you guys excuse me for a
    minute?"
    "Of course," Pam said
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    and ripsThere was no one alive on boardYou
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    Floating about forty yards away was a small
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    away her identity was the dress she woreIt was
    covered with tic-tac-toe grids and the printed
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    I tried to shout, to warn her not to go near the
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    I fell out of my bed, and on my bad sideI cried
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
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    @@@@@Ellen Robillard also instilled in
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    her training were at warThe O 'Haras drew her like a lodestone
    Their earthy vigor and lusty happiness spoke to the deepest and best
    part of her natureBut she wasn't free to respondEverything she'd
    been taught by the mother she revered forbid her that freedomShe
    was
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    her so
    miserableShe roamed restlessly through the silent rooms of her
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    and dancing at the O 'Haras', wishing with all her heart that she was
    with them, thinking as she'd been taught that such boisterous
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    was vulgar and lower classScarlett didn't care really that her
    grandfather looked down on her cousinsHe was a selfish old man,
    she
    thought accurately, who looked down on everyone, including his own
    daughtersBut her mother's gentle inculcation had marked her for
    lifeEllen would have been proud of her in CharlestonIn spite of
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    lady thereHadn't she? Of course she hadIt
    was also what she wanted, what she was meant to beWhy, then,
    was it
    so hard to stop herself from envying her Irish kin? won't think about
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    been and as she'd make it againThen a note came from the Bishop's
    secretary, and her idyll exploded in her faceHe wouldn't grant her
    requestScarlett didn't think at allShe clutched the note to her
    breast and ran, heedless and hatless and alone, to the unlocked door
    into Jamie O'Hara's houseThey'd understand how she felt, the
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    2:19 am
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    discussion of Roman antiquities-except to ask Scarlett if she took milk
    or lemon and how many lumps of sugar-Julia filled cups and held each
    one up, to a level slightly below her right shoulder, for one of the
    maids to take it from herShe held it up, waited no longer than three
    seconds, then removed her handShe doesn't even look! Scarlett
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    whole
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    But one of the maids was always there, and the cup was delivered
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    her
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    for
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    his whitegloved hand and lifted an assortment of sandwiches onto her
    plateThe final touch was the small table with a lace-edged cloth on
    it that the second maid placed beside her knees just when she was
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    one
    hand and a plate in the otherDespite her hunger and her curiosity
    about the sandwiches- what kind of fancy food called for such fancy
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    other
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    Scarlett glanced toward the servants
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    even think about going any place else, Miss Ashley
    "A graceful response," said Julia, "although it does rather put a
    period to the conversatio
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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